A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle

Subject: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 1/23/2014, 12:47 am

Before you begin, please know that these three are from my NFS series (Guess who!) and each color is a new character.

Her hand slipped into mine softly, fitting perfectly. I knew it was meant to be there, that it was made just for mine. I look at her with a warm smile on my face; knowing how hard it is for her to see that as a perfection, as a work of art. She’s found so many faults in herself, in her perfection. I know she hates her stomach and her thighs, never wanting to know how much she weighs. The sound of her voice just isn’t right she’d claim. I think it’s perfect but that doesn’t matter to her. If she loved herself the way I loved her, she’d never be insecure again. I notice all the little things, little things she finds as faults but I find beautiful. It’s the little things that make her who she is.
I’ve heard that you never know how much you have until you lose it. I’ve lost her once and now I’m never letting her go again. Maybe the reason is because I let her go last time, I didn’t keep her close. I’m never making the same mistake. She’ll always be with me.
I smiled slightly at him, wondering what he was thinking about. A small flicker of anger still resided in me when I recalled how he abandoned me. He left me all alone because he’d found something he deemed better. My whole reality had been shattered. My belief in who I was changed. I lost something that I’ll never get back. It doesn’t matter how many times I tell myself I’m fine, that I’ve forgiven him. I knew it was all in the past but it would never stop hurting.
He’s my safety though. I knew I was safe when he was with me. With him around, the only one who could hurt me was him. It was dangerous to leave myself so exposed but I couldn’t help it. I wanted him to stay with me forever, to never leave. If he left, he’d take my heart with him and he’d shatter me again. I knew I’d be fine though. I’d be safe.
Watching him with her made me realize I’d never had a chance. I’d been foolish to fall for her and she never could or would love me like she loved him. She’d never love me at all. How could I have fallen in love with her? It actually hurt to see the half smile on her face and know she was happy. She was happy with him and without me. She probably didn’t even remember me. If she did remember me, she likely only saw an enemy in my place.
I always kept my distance because I knew the pain I’d cause her. The pain of staying so far from her was hard to bear but I didn’t want to hurt her…Not again. He didn’t deserve her. Not after he left her with so little regret. I didn’t deserve her either but it only increased the pain to know she was with someone so far beneath her; someone who could never ever deserve a beautiful girl like her.

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 1/23/2014, 3:45 pm

Is one of them Darky, or Willow?

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 1/23/2014, 6:34 pm

Yeah they're both in there

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 1/23/2014, 9:25 pm

Hmm that third one though...

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 1/24/2014, 9:19 pm

Haha have fun figuring it out Smile

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/6/2014, 7:09 pm

I probably won't lol.

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/6/2014, 7:18 pm

I'll give you a hint: He's in Flashback and has his own part in BWD

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/6/2014, 7:39 pm

Dallas?

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/6/2014, 7:40 pm

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/7/2014, 6:16 pm

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/7/2014, 6:26 pm

Yes <3

Subject: Re: A Somewhat Familiar Love Triangle 2/13/2014, 4:16 pm

Lol yay I guessed it

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